I AM BACK!

It's been a while.. The last post was published 3 years ago which means i have never shared anything while i'm in high school. And just a sec ago this blog popped-out on my mind. So here i am, writing trashy thing to you to be read.

There actually so much things i want to tell. Too much that i cant decide which one to share hehe. Ok here we go!

--2012--

My first year in high school, Kharisma Bangsa, a bilingual boarding school. Going here was a challenge for me since I've never been in a bilingual school and lived in a dorm which is far away from my parents. But i had to overcome it bcs this was my decision, and by the help of Allah, I did it. New friends, new atmosphere, new routines, new rules, all new. At first i had difficulty coping with life in this capital city.. Everything here is so contrast to what i had in my hometown. As time flew, i learnt that i need to be stronger, more patient and cleverer in choosing my way, or else i would go to the wrong path.

--2013--

In this second year, some things got better, some got worse. But life must go on. I got closer to my friends, i started to figure the good and the bad out of them. There were times where i was bored with my life, i disappointed with people and even with myself. But let me tell you one of thousands perks living in a dorm; you will never be alone. Your friends will always be by your side, and they will never let you cry. When life treats you bad, your friends will cheer you up. They've never failed make me stop crying when tears are dropping from my eyes. And day by day, my love for them got more and more powerful.

--2014--

"YEAY, I AM NOW A SENIOR!" that was the first thought that came up from my mind. I had visions that in this last year of school would be more interesting, but then it was all turned out to be the vice versa. Life was getting harsher. Everyone was busy with themselves, struggling for the upcoming final exams which were waiting to be faced. The fire of spirit inside our soul burst. We aimed high, believing in ourselves that we could reach the farthest star. 

--2015--

Second semester of third grade. I got tired. And so other people. We started to feel pessimist. The spirit is no longer blazing. "What is the purpose of this life? Like seriously...," i often asked myself. But once again, alhamdulillah, there were my friends. We cried together a lot, remembering no much time left to spent together. This made us realize that every second of our life is extremely precious and that money can't buy us happiness. As the final exams got closer, we got our brain stuffed with words. Parents and teachers were busy growing grit inside our mind. And finally the time had come... The three-year battle will be tested in three-day exam. Thank Allah everything went smooth and well. But it didn't mean that everything's over. It was just a beginning to start a brand new higher level life; university. 

Those four paragraphs sum up my senior high school life. Now i want to thank everyone. My parents, my family, my teachers, my friends, every each of you has brought something new to my life. Thank you for the willing to exist and take part in it. My life has no ups and downs without you, which means i'm dead without your appearance. And especially, Thank You, Allah for letting me to get to know them. :)

SEE YOU ON TOP, VASTA DOUZE-A & ETERAZIO!